The Fourth Wall’s Shoegaze Single “Never A Part” is a Shivering and Shimmering Song About Identity and the Immigrant Experience

The splashes of trailing guitar scrawl match the flashes of film set lights in the video for The Fourth Wall’s “Never A Part.” Directed by both Eric Harrod and Stephen Augustin based on his concept, we see singer Augustin looking uncomfortable yet accommodating the attention from the production crew and script supervisor and director. Everyone goes through what looks like Polaroid stills from the shoot like fragments of the real person only to later burn several of the photos in a campfire. Like an act of reclaiming one’s identity from it being a fragmented product without context. The song seems to be about ties of family and blood and never quite belonging or being of a new home country or culture. Augustin’s parents immigrated from Korea and the Philippines and the new The Fourth Wall album Return Forever (due out in March 2024 on DevilDuck Records) is like nine chapters of exploring the immigrant experience and the complexities of that emerge from trying to come to terms with what is known and what is unknowable about one’s own history and how that impacts one’s own identity. The song comes out of Augustin’s imagining a conversation between his own grandmother and her grandson and gets into issues of what it means to love out of what might be perceived as some kind of family obligation and biological connections and how that might overlap with an unconditional love. We hear tension and drama in the song, urgent percussion, a cyclone of noise and melody that escalates and fades out by the song’s end. And earlier we hear those underpinnings of uncertainty and fragile shimmers and fast echos of tone held together by Augustin’s soaring vocals and seeming will to hold it all together and to comprehend some elusive truth and significance to make sense of what feels like an existential conundrum. And yet the song with all of its nervy energy ends with a kind of transcendent catharsis like an acceptance of contradictions the complete knowledge of which you may never fully understand. Watch the video for “Never A Part” on YouTube and follow The Fourth Wall at the links below.